I am not active in these forums and almost never log in. So I feel a little strange asking for guidance a second time without providing any myself. I really do need advice and I respect the opinions of Mark and Mike and all of the Manager Tools Managers out there. So please help with an event recently where a coworker of mine brought an AK-47 Assault Rifle to work.
I work for a known worldwide hotel chain, in California, as a bellman. We have around 250 employees on our property. Wednesday I was having lunch with bellman #2. He tells me that he saw bellman #1 showing valet #1 B#1's new AK-47 and a 357 handgun on Tuesday, just the day before. It was on hotel property, in the parking lot, in the rear of B#1's hatchback. I asked him to clarify the details and I left for school. On separate occasions Bellman #3 overheard B#1 saying he was going to keep a handgun in his car to defend himself. Manager #1 was also in earshot of that conversation. Manager #1 later stated to Bellman number three that, "[B#1] was just joking about [the gun]." And Valet #2 overheard B#1 say he had a handgun in his car and noted an occasion when he was out of his car but wished that he was able to use it.
B#1's side of the story is that he stopped off at work for a meeting on his way to go shooting and he was proud of his collection and wanted to show it off.
The very next day, Thursday, before my shift I went to the director of human resources. I reported the incident to her, the names of the two eyewitnesses, B#2 and V#1, and the two earwitnesses, B#3 and V#2. That is a total of four witnesses. I forgot to tell her the part involving M#1. She asks me how I feel about it. I tell her that I am deeply disturbed, and scared. I tell her that I figure that the employee will be fired and retaliate. I tell her how I am so worried about this that I will not be going home after work for fear of my life. She asks why I feel that the employee might be unstable, and I give her specific behaviors that I have seen to lead me to this conclusion.
After questioning at least one eyewitness, the employee is told what was said about him but not who said it. In front of all of the bellmen on duty, he says what he did, apologizes, and says that he will be suspended for three days to think about what he did. The director of human resources comes to me afterwards and asks if I was satisfied with how things were settled. I told her in a lot of ways yes, but I thought the policy was black and white regarding weapons in the workplace. She said those rules were merely guideline and not rules. She said B#1 was very remorseful right from the start. I apologized for overstepping my position in the company. She thanked me for coming forward because if I hadn't, "we would not have known that this was bothering anyone."
So now I don't know what to do. I am afraid to go home. I am afraid to go to work. I have anxiety that is affecting my performance on the job. I have trouble concentrating on my college coursework. My job would be hard to replace. Positions for bellman rarely open up at other hotels. I have a lot of goodwill built up that I would lose. I have other skillsets too; I used to be a manager. I took this job because I needed to stop working 12 hour days if I was going to be able to give school the attention it needed. So do I quit now for my safety and go on unemployment while I look for another job? Do I go above the director's head? Do I just suck it up? Do I even have the right perspective on this situation?
Any insight or advice you have would be greatly appreciated.
--Eden

Frustratingly poor...
The way this was handled by your company is really abysmal, but to answer your question:
If you want to stay, and think there's even a small chance you can work through this, I would encourage you to try. I would ask HR for a referral to employee assistance (firms the size of yours are likely to have such) and talk with a counselor about your fears and see if with some help you can't talk yourself back from the figurative edge you feel you're on. I believe that's the best short and long term way forward.
And If you actually fear for your life, and do not believe that will change, of course you need to leave that job.
That said, while I know everyone is different, my sense is that you are overreacting. Since you haven't shared with us what this person did that made you feel he could be unstable, my reading is that he's probably not a threat to you.
BUT, that's not my call, and I am NOT a mental health expert. "Afraid" and "anxiety" and "trouble concentrating" are all terms/phrases that can mean nothing, or that can be key warning signs. I'm not dispensing mental health advice, but rather professional career recommendations.
Mark
Also, since you are in
Also, since you are in college, consider counseling programs at your college.
Looking back, I also wonder if you could have handlded it more anonymously by either passing a note, or reporting it to the police that there was a weapon on the property.
I feel your pain.
about a year and a half ago, I had to fire an employee. We removed over 200 rounds of ammunition from the office. So, I really *do* know where you are coming from!
Here's my 10 cents:
You ABSOLUTELY did the right thing to report the gun, from my perspective as a manager, and from my perspective as a hotel guest!!
If you want to PM me, I'm happy to talk privately anytime. I suspect that you are probably safe, but I also know that it's good to listen to your gut feelings.
From your story, it sounds like the other guy really gets that he did a bad thing, and things should be ok--but you know all the details.
Art is right, as a student you do have access to a lot of resources--make sure if you contact the counseling center you mention that you want to talk over fears that you may be physically harmed. That will bump you to the front of the line, usually.
Also, if the stress means you are going to miss/be late on schoolwork, tell your professors *now* that you're dealing with a work issue. It's much better to tell them in advance, since it makes you much more credible later if you have to ask for an extension or turn something in late.
Stay safe, and watch a lot of funny movies. MST3K probably saved my sanity :)
Thank you.
Thank you to the three of you for you quick responses. There is some really sound advice in here. Fortunately I have very good insurance and so I have decided to seek counseling using my private insurance along the lines of Mark's advice of going through employee assistance.
I have gone into more detail than I did here with a few health professionals, and they have all confirmed that my fears are founded. Which is nice. I don't believe I am in any immediate danger at work, long term yes, but at home I do not feel so safe. So I am thinking twice about moving my home and my job. Following Manager Tools advice, I have over 6 months of income saved. Although the high "C" in me will not allow me to make any decisions too quickly. Thankfully the high "D" says its time for a vacation.
I will see if I have time for MST3K. I haven't seen it in years.
Again thank you very much. I needed it.